A foggy day

Damn stomach, just fuck you. I wish I could have a new body for reall. It is difficult to tolerate this pain nearly every night.

 Hazzy days. Hazzy days. Hazzy days. No one buy this version of you. Or not even cry on.

 What would you do if you are not afraid of some stupid situation? list them.

That's not "a lack of energy situation". Name it right (pronounce it correctly? Which one?).  İt's totally hunger.  

 I do not want to wait for a day to see the glory, I wanna be the glory. tottaly. from top to tumb.

Accident: All things in day. All things in life.

Many years ago, a friend of mine who I admire the most told us if you want to say something that you are, feel uncomfortable around, to trick your subconscious mind and break the resistance, just try to say it in another language. For years, now, near 20 years, I used writing as a way to clear my mind and understand where I should turn and what I should do. But here is the worst part: I lose the ability to choose the right words in the worst situations. I moved to a new country nearly 100 days ago, but I have barely stood on my feet until now. I  HATE  it, but it seems like lots of fog each day in front of my eyes. There is no explicit features. no bad no good. nothing. I try to write again. In different language. Well, I never use English as a main language in my life. Now I just use it as a ladder. Maybe it works. Maybe not. It's just a way.  Try to clear the foggy way.